6.1.09

logically



I have always had a job. I always work. I always study, work, and participate in my active social life. Since I was born.

While I continue to pursue this whole "doctor thing"-I stand in party dresses for a living. Yup. Just stand. Sometimes I say "hi" to people, but mostly just stand. I don't do sales. I don't do anything. For four years I have been standing/greeting/hanging out in beautiful clothes. My "job". Where I "work". I realized that the endless amounts of free clothes/shoes created an "I don't care about shopping" problem. I really don't. I don't ever think about it. My friends talk to me about "needing", "wanting", "have-to-having" new items and I just stare inta' space. Too many years as a fashion dolly/monkey. Too much free stuff. I do not care about "FUN CLOTHES", anymore.

Prior to standing, I was an (underage) bartender for many years. Ages 15-20-something …Just getting blasted on shots, dancin' on the bar, after-hours, etc...And guess what? Too many years of concoctions led me to only prefer straight booze, no mixer, and no ice. Patron, Bakers, Bookers, Fernet, Sapphire Martini. (Actually, not even a martini, 'cuz I don't want vermouth. Just super cold and dry as a bone.) This job made me not care about "FUN DRINKS", anymore.

Now that shopping and lychee martinis out of the way, there is just one more distraction...

So, the next logical "work while in school" career move would be hooking, right? If I HOOK for years and years, I will not care about "FUN BOYS", anymore!!!

Phew! Thank Christ my wheels are turnin', again.

Love-jem gf

1 comment:

Jen Casey said...

AHAHAHAHAHA! Yes! Good logic! Downside about "doctor thing"....if you are one then will you still be able to enjoy old reruns of ER? Gray's Anatomy? Will it still be fun to clog up the medical system as a local hypochondriac? You really should consider this, what will you do for fun? Also: maybe porn star would be better use of time, as then you will no longer waste time watching bad movies.